每天每刻獻上為你

If my heart has a bulletin board ... 

I am definitely sure God has put the following sticky notes on it over the past 10 years ... 

"Long, come and be my servant"

"In my Name, I called you to be a counsellor for my people ... "

"Long, I torn you apart for I will rebuild you to bring glory to my Name"

"Don't be afraid, just keep going ... ask for strength you need each day, I will give you whatever you ask in my Name"

"You will be a blessing to many broken souls ..."

"Pray for those whom I called you to pray for ... "

"Long, honor my calling for you"

... every step of the way, God would put a sticky note on my bulletin board ... 

This song has been playing in my heart for the past little while. The minor key in this song ... just fits so perfectly with the lyrics ... and it became my prayers to our Lord ... 

神，你聖潔，當得尊貴，內心歡呼拍掌，今我全屬你，我的主，

神，你帶領，恩典經過，內心感恩喝采，今獻上為你，屬於主，

我要每天每刻都讚頌，你是神，你施恩典，你手相牽，令我滿有信心，

我要每天每刻都讚頌，你是神，獻出一生，交於主你手中。

Yup, I will this song onto my Lord's bulletin board! and this ... 

God, You are super duper truper gruper good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Healing work in mission

When I got up this morning, I felt dizzy ... after taking half a bottle of chicken essence ... off I went to worship.

It's church's annual mission conference this weekend. Oh boy, the message was so strong. It's nothing like those hard-sell 'go go go mission' but such a motivational sharing by Rev. Wong. He started off the message by sharing a story of how his heart was moved in seeing brokenness is people's lives ... and his basic mentality about mission is to have a compassionate heart to minister to those who are so wounded and bring them to Christ for healing. After all, healing is a huge part of mission work. OH BOY ...

God keeps on knocking and knocking my heart ... same question came to my mind. Ken and I exchanged eye contact and surely God has spoken to our hearts in the same way. We will keep on praying in where God will lead down the road in serving in His Kingdom together. All these messages lately have been ... pointing to the same direction ... 

Father, Your calling in my life has become my identity somehow ... and that I will yield for you to take the lead in this whole ... 'thing' ...

a short post, but gotta note this down before I head back to my papers ... 

My genograms and His Grace

Tonight, as I was sitting down at my desk, I suddenly want to draw a genogram to help me think ... 

I didn't draw a full-blown version, but as I was drawing ... a question came to mind "Am I drawing my genogram as who I am today? Or, as who I was ..." 

This question shocked me. 

... this question means ... I have changed ... my family have changed ...

... all by His grace alone ...

... Then ...

I remember when I 1st drew my genogram in my family counselling class, burst out in tears all the way and I couldn't finish my assignment. 'cause then, I realized how broken my family was and even so ... the side where I had to draw my biological dad's side was totally blank ... not that I didn't want to draw ... but I realized how little I knew about dad...so little to a point I wondered if I ever had a dad. 

... Now ...

Over the years, I guess God tenderly listened to my tearful prayers ... I guess God took what I said in my prayers very mindfully ... I realized how much God has done in my life and family over the years ... As least, my dad's side in the genogram is no longer completely blank. I keep asking God to mend the wounds. 

Lord, I am  about 6 months away from finishing this degree. If it is of your use, please help me to finish it well for Your Glory. I just simply trust that if You need to use this ... you will carry me through for the last few classes. 

Lord, I am a year away from starting a new family ... I pray that Your grace and guidance are all along the way. Ken and I will to yield for your intervention in our lives together ...

Father, I am weak, but you are strong ... 

Feeling a little eerie tonight ...

豬肺湯的懷念

掛住一個在生的人，

還可以寫個message, 打個電話，SMS ...

但是，

我今晚掛住的是 ...

公公，媽咪和我好愛的一個女人 ...

好掛住婆婆 ... 

因為,

今晚喝了她被天父爸爸接回天家前為我跟媽咪特別弄的 ...

豬肺湯 ...

... 都是明天打給公公跟他玩玩IQ問題先!!!!

明年今日

一早就收到Ken的點話，好開心打來恭喜我 ...

一來又不舒服，R晒頭 ....

哈哈哈哈哈，對的對的，

明年今日唷 ...

好多好朋友來我們婚禮一同來敬拜 ...

明年十一月二十一日 

天父，天父 ...你是最好的！

公公出的無聊問題 (5)

(等妹妹出場等到我們要來個自拍)

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈 ...

今天妹妹畢業，

晚飯時，公公突然說：「等我問你一個IQ問題啦 ... 航空公司開幕 .... 猜四字成語」

我問公公：「你又興玩IQ問題唷？」

公公說：「洗mud講，我早前跟朋友喝茶時, 我們玩了十多題」

我說：「好leck播！」

公公說：「是唷！ gum你即是估唔估倒呢？」

........ errr .... hum ....

anyhow ... 我愛公公!!!

無聊問題(4)

近日有很多重大的決定要考慮，又是無聊問題出動作舒緩之用的時候 ...

... 點解廁所會有天花板？