Monday, July 28, 2008

The hope that saved me

Life is filled with things that carry us away from fully abandoning and surrendering ourselves to Our Saviour. The road is narrow ...
At times, we hold onto our sense of self so tight that we worship our needs and that 
At times, we are overwhelmed with detours that jolt our faith in Christ and filled our soul with doubts.  
When the slightest sense of hopelessness knocks at our hearts, we easily let it into our hearts ...
that's when it starts to turn corrosive that eats up our sense of Hope ...
How easily we choose to forget about the Hope that He has installed for us through the Salvation ...

His hope saved and delivered me ...
Elpis ...
... is the greek word for HOPE. (as in 1 Peter 1:3 - "Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living HOPE through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, and into an inheritance that can never perish, spoil or fade - kept in heaven for you.) 
... Nothing is more strengthening than knowing that there's is a hope in the midst of suffering and hardships. Our Hope is rooted in Christ ... and not myself ... and that changed my life. 
... this is still the word in my heart, if one day God allows my dream to come into live. 

Thanks to lo-sai brother for this song ... tears washed away the sense of hopelessness ... and slowly filled with a sense of strength that calms my heart.
"There is a hope that burns within my heart,
that gives me strength for ev'ry passing day;
a glimpse of glory now revealed in meager part,
yet drives all doubt away:
I stand in Christ, with sins forgiv'n;
and Christ in me, the hope of heav'n!
My highest calling and my deepest joy,
to make His will my home."

"There is a hope that lifts my weary head,
a consolation strong against despair,
That when the world has plunged me in its deepest pit,
I find the Saviour there!
Through present suff'rings, future's fear, 
He whispers "courage" in my ear.
For I am safe in everlasting arms,
And they will lead me home."

"There is a hope that stands the test of time,
That lifts my eyes beyond the beck'ning grave,
To see the matchless beauty of a day divine
when I behold His face!
When suff'rings cease and sorrows die,
And ev'ry longing satisfied.
Then joy unspeakable will flood my soul,
For I am truly home."

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

被hut-chiu困擾

四點多了,我大半晚給敏感大爺弄醒!
好辛苦!
救命!

Thursday, July 3, 2008

在Vancouver的Calgary


原來,有時掛住一個地方可以是因為掛住那地方的人 ...
可能,我掛住Calgary也是如此 ...

Calgary的團契導師,牧師和師母這幾天也來了Vancouver同出席一個婚禮。
謝謝他們帶來的鼓勵和關心。
他們也一直為近日我與天父的drama祈禱,也交換了眼淚唷!

Really treasure these friendships in the body of Christ!! 
其實,天父給了我和Ken有好多這些amazing people in our lives! 
We are loved and cared for! :)
Pray that we both can also be companions for you guys in our journey with 天父爸爸唷!

這一切不是必然,卻是恩典唷!

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

好熱


真的好熱,幸好今年家中添置了一台新fan ...

近日,太多又新又奇的事情發生了,
我覺得有點耗盡了我的brain power去應對,
令我這幾個星期也用我的「後備電」生活。

我想安靜下來也不能 ... 未能安靜對我而言卻是大忌也!

前幾日,Ken一心帶我到海灘走走,點知,我們的敏感一同發作,我們走都走唔切 ... 

天父天父,求你帶我靜靜的到你面前 ... please, baba!