Thursday, August 21, 2008

回來了

有朋友仔問我點解近日無mud Blog,唔係我唔想寫或無野寫,而是真係沒時間唷!

忙得來又跟天父keeping in pace, 所以也不算drain out ... 只是要更好好protect安靜的時間 ...

但係真係有點少少迷路的感受唷,因為我的degree好像永遠都不回完的樣子,
有時想,不完成也沒什麼大不了 ...
如果這是天父對我說的,我就不會有那些不安 ...
可是,我心底一早就知道這卻不是天父的聲音吧 ...
再加上我不停convince自己相信要放棄時,
那些迷失感就在此產生了 ...

天父又給我遇見好幾個counsel過好一段長日子的clients,
見到她們生活也比已前好時,也對我是一些無聲的鼓勵,
我同學生談天時,也有同一的感覺唷 ...

自2006年因為身體不好而停下讀書的momentum,
我就開始掙扎。

前晚,也跟Ken說到流淚 ... 
問了我很多問題,
也勁challenge我從前有那份幹勁和耐力,
我好奇怪他點知以前的我是如何,
因為我倆相識才一年半多,
他的observation and intuition也比我強吧。
And now ... he became my coach to finish this part of the race ...

要去朋友仔的婚禮了 ...
再寫 ...



Tuesday, August 12, 2008

A pray for simplicity

Lord,

I praise you for how simple your love is for me. 
I thank you for things and tribulations that you allowed in my life. 
Hurdles from yesterday became strength for me today ...
Father, I beg for your enduring strength in my to finish off my degree which I dedicate of your use. If this is still the path you want me to walk on, please anchor your affirmation in me. "The song' came to me in just perfect timing again ... 
as I grow, you taught me how to choose, how to make choices that pleases your own eyes. Father, I pray for a heart of simplicity in me so that I can completely surrender myself in your Hands and abandon my dreams and desire in You. 
Grant me a simple heart trusting that my today and my tomorrow are in Your creative hands. 
Grant me a simple heart surrender ability and talents to you when I feel most capable.
Grant me a simple heart trusting that you creativity will lead me out of the maze when I feel like being trapped in one.
As I am learning to keep in pace with Your spirit, grant me a simple heart to love and to follow You ... 
Grant me a simple trust in You when things just don't make sense in my limited knowledge. 
Dad ... may my soul dwells in You ...

Love, Long