My commitment to the Kingdom

"My commitment to the Kingdom", by Charles Wesley, wrote this prayer ...

Les shared this prayer with the teens and it also became my commitment to my Lord. 

It goes like ...

"Put me to what you will,

put me to doing,

put me to suffering.

Let me to laid aside for you,

Let me have all things,

Let me have nothing,

I freely and heartedly yield all things to your pleasure and of your disposal"

At the time when I thought I needed to make a quick sharp turn on things, God reminds me to keep on yielding for His will in my life. My faith is weak for worries skewed my full surrender in His grace. Lord, I need your wisdom to help me to walk on ...! How much I held in controlling of my own plans and desires... how much reservation I withheld ... I apologized to my Master. My life is ever changed since my very 1st prayer to offer and to surrender myself for the use of my Lord in 1998. My Lord is such a good mentor ... teach me to keep going with your grace and with your passionate calling in my life that is to bring people closer to you through Your words and truth. I will be loyal to the calling you placed in my heart. God simples knows me well from within that he took things away from me which He thinks is unhealthy and placed things into my life which can be of His use. Teach me to yield all things to your pleasure and of your disposal. 

... wholeheartedly I prayed.